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29 November 2004

Life or Something Like It
» I Wasn't Born With Enough Middle Fingers

[07:28 AM]

I've been going to sleep no earlier than 4 am and as late as 8:30 am for the past week thanks to a slew of tightly packed due dates and test dates which I'm NOT going to recite for you because:

a) I'm sick of everyone thinking they have the toughest workload in the world and how it's become some kind of glamour competition. "My workload is tougher than your workload" sounds fucking dumb, like "My shit reeks more than your shit." That's fucking great; it almost makes me wish I cared. Fucking wankers.
b) I know they don't because I DO, so up yours.
c) I don't need your fucking pity; you do.

I've never felt angrier at myself (not to mention the usual rest-of-the-world; can you tell?), or been more clueless as to what day of the week it is, nor has my left knee ever been so bruised from falling up the stairs multiple times. Simply put I seem I'm messed up. =)

I had an epiphany a few days ago at which point I realized that in just over two months, I will never be able to drink illegally ever again, my favourite band in the whole world fucking sold out, and that I came to the painful realization and actually verbalized my thoughts. I've never felt more jaded, so I downed a few episodes of SATC and went shopping on Bloor.

The evening of December 7th will be my personal V-day; I shall rejoice then if I am still alive.

Post V-day celebrations:

  • BUBBLY!
  • Ama's birthday
  • Pilate concert
  • My Mom and Ally C's birthdays
  • SATC and SFU marathons with copious amounts of alcohol and chocolate
  • Reading Chomsky's Hegemony or Survival that my Mom bought for me

    Good fucking grief... it's light outside. It wasn't when I started typing this entry. Mmmmmmmotrin and ssssssssssssleep!

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    22 November 2004

    Life or Something Like It
    » From the Rock Show to the Red Carpet

    [04:09 PM]

    Friday: Jimmy Eat World
    I didn't like the two opening bands and I didn't like how J.E.W. played 3 minutes of Goodbye Sky Harbour. The last time I saw them (three years ago at the Opera House), they played the entire 16+ minutes.

    Saturday: Saints' Charity Ball
    Ama and I went to Le Trou Normande, a little French restaurant in Yorkville, for lunch. It was fabulous and my second time having salmon this week. Aaron had taken me to Messis on Thursday for dinner and I had salmon then, too. The remainder of the day was spent tweaking a French paper. I almost forgot to go to the florist to pick up the stuff I'd ordered but Alan reminded me when he came to my door with his bow tie and two pages of instructions printed off the internet. The rest of the evening was fantastic: we had drinks at the Bedford Academy (or waiter was a DOLL! <333), a pre-party in my room (we're notorious for those by now), and the actual ball itself was great!


    Saturday: Santa Claus Parade
    We woke up bright and early (e.g. 11am!) and went to Over Easy for breakfast and to watch the Parade. My entire experience once again reminded me exactly why and exactly how much I abhor the "Christmas" season. Our server was a bitch and people who crowded the sidewalks on Bloor were just so anal about letting people through. Christmas most certainly brings the worst out of people. To my amusement, I took over 200 pictures of everything from marching bands to miserable people. I also noticed a flaw (but failed to capture it, shame on me!) in the Santa's Workshop float: the weathervane shows S and N, but if Santa really lived in the North Pole, it would say S and S. That's because Santa actually lives in Quebec (postal code H0H 0H0).



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    18 November 2004

    Life or Something Like It
    » "EMERGENCY!"

    [05:08 PM]

    Laura and Ama told me at lunch that PILATE is playing at the Mod Club on December 15. I proceeded to shit kittens.

    So we went to Rotate This and got tickets. YAY YAY YAY, Ally is coming and staying over and then heading right back to Burlington.

    I dyed my hair black last night. The change is about as drastic (to me) as bleaching my entire head. I don't think my hair has been its "natural" colour in about four years. Heck, I'm pretty sure my hair has been blonde a few more times than it has been black in that same amount of time!

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    16 November 2004

    Life or Something Like It
    » It's ALL About Yorkville and HBO

    [12:29 AM]

    Things that made me happy in the past 2 days:

  • finding my $20 red and chrome UT coffee mug.
  • Hawksley Workman - lover/fighter (especially "Addicted"... FUCK!! FUCKFUCKFUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
  • Sex and the City (Season 3; I totally relate to Miranda and Carrie regarding Steve and Aidan/Big respectively!)
  • H & M on Bloor West. I bought the cutest shirt and some very cute gloves today, just because. Shopping is so cathartic.
  • Six Feet Under. I'm SO sad that it's ending this season! =*((((
  • The two gigantic Gap billboards featuring Peter Krause *droooooooooools*, even though I don't like Gap. Before Peter Krause, it was Sarah Jessica Parker. I tell you, it's all about Yorkville and HBO.

    I've only started watching SATC since I got to Trin since Laura and Ama adore it. Now, I'm totally addicted. I'm kind of ashamed that I'm so into it. And Alex is right: I am so a Miranda.

    I still like Six Feet Under more though. Really. <333

    Things that will make me happy this coming week/end:

  • my pre-Saints' date DATES on Thursday (with Aaron) and Saturday (with Ama) ;)
  • JIMMYEATWORLD at the Kool Haus on Friday with Laura, Jeremy, Ama, myself, Ryan, Sam, Jones (ma bro from another mo!) and Courtney; we're SO owning that show!
  • Saints' Charity Ball on Saturday
  • Santa Claus Parade on Sunday (we're going for brunch at Over Easy on Bloor and watch from the balcony)

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    12 November 2004

    Webbyness
    » Stolen from Ally's LJ

    [01:31 AM]

    (A) First, recommend to me:
    1. a movie:
    2. a book:
    3. a musical artist, song, or album:

    (B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.

    (C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.

    (1)



    9 November 2004

    Life or Something Like It
    » Stop This World

    [11:31 PM]

    Stop this world, let me off
    There's just too many pigs in the same trough
    There's too many buzzards sitting on the fence
    Stop this world, it's not making sense

    Stop this show, hold the phone
    Better days this girl has known
    Better days so long ago
    Hold the phone, won't you stop the show

    Well, it seems my little playhouse has fallen down
    I think my little ship has run aground
    I feel like I'm in the wrong place
    My state of mind is a disgrace

    Won't you stop this game, deal me out
    I know too well what it's all about
    I know too well that it had to be
    Stop this game well it's ruining me

    Well I got too smart for my own good
    I just don't do the things I know I should
    There's bound to be some better way
    I just got one thing more to say

    And that is
    Stop this game, deal me out
    I know too well what it's all about
    I know too well that it had to be
    Stop this game well it's wrecking me

    -- Diana Krall

    ________________________________________________________

    I feel like I'm squandering my life. I did not a shred of work this weekend (keep in mind I have 4-day weekends). Instead I spent obscene amounts of money for clothes (well, one shirt; it was still an obscene amount), went for all-you-can-eat sushi (and other things), watched tv, and slept in (sooooo gooood!). I suppose I could be doing work now but I've tried multiple times and I still don't understand it, as simple as Consumer Behaviour might be and probably is.

    There was this lady in my POL tutorial tonight and she was very idealistic. The topic of discussion at the time was the judicialization of politics. I wasn't sure if I felt sad that the idealism she expressed does not exist in the world or if it was because she was so idealistic. I think what appalled me the most was not her idealism but rather how adamant she seemed to be.

    I'm contemplating dropping out again. Really... WHAT THE BLOODY FUCK am I doing here? Becoming fat and watching Six Feet Under don't count, so that leaves just about nothing.

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    5 November 2004

    Life or Something Like It
    » Happy Guy Fawkes Day!

    [02:21 PM]

    We'll be burning an effigy after dinner tonight.

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    2 November 2004

    Life or Something Like It
    » End of the World

    [04:17 PM]

    Bush will win, so Trin is having an "End of the World" party for the elections tonight.

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