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24 January 2005

Life or Something Like It
» I Want To Disappear

[12:01 AM]

Lately, I've been feeling incredibly dejected between being extremely irritable (a result of ceaseless tiredness), a messed up nose, and what seems to be the beginnings of an eating disorder (binging and binging).

Thursday: I was incredibly upset because of people and things.

Friday: watching Love, Actually cheered me up a bit.

Saturday: went grocery shopping and almost DIED in the horrible weather but it was worth it for an enjoyable and healthy dinner (fish and roasted veggies).

Sunday: went to chapel for the Founder's Day service. It was nice being in chapel again since I hadn’t gone in a while.

I didn't stick to my to do list except for returning library books. I'm so disappointed in myself.

Playlist: Pilate, Joel Plaskett Emergency, Radiohead, Marilyn Manson, Portishead.

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18 January 2005

Life or Something Like It
» Time

[12:33 AM]

The only thing I want is 48 hours in a day.

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My oldest bestest is 19! Come and visit soon; we'll rage in drunken debauchery. xoxo.

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The weekend was superfab!

Friday: visited Kuba, had lunch, chilled, back to the Markham, and then to the show! Guys and Dolls was SO fucking awesome. Kudos to everyone involved: Ryan, Meg, Lisa, Robin, Sugar... err and lots others I can't remember (program's at home)!!! <3 <3 <3 It was nice just to see everyone again, including those who weren't in theatre but went to see the show.

Saturday: shopping and sleeping. Ended up hitting Fabricland and picking up some stuff but I didn't make any bahgs. =( I also bought this massive bag of 600 cotton balls that resembled a cushion and made mussells for dinner (SOOO GOOD!).

Sunday: reading, sleeping. I didn't get back 'til this morning.

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13 January 2005

Life or Something Like It
» Global Climate Change

[01:03 PM]

I woke up this morning to birds chirping (and my alarm, but birds were chirping!) and relatively hangover-free.

Ama and I went for a walk along Bloor West and noticed how happy and smiley people were, presumably due to the nicer weather.

This afternoon I'm going to the ENT. Here's to breathing through two nostrils, like every other human being.

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12 January 2005

Life or Something Like It
» Cheeeeeers!

[11:01 PM]

Ama and I are chilling to Radiohead over mojitos made with 3-year-old Cuban rum and then heading to the pub.

I'm back in le Markham ce weekend pour "Guys and Dolls." It's gonna be fun: going to York on Friday to visit Kuba, then the show! Then reading and making bahgs for the rest of the weekend, probably.

I had the sweetest day at work today, too.

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9 January 2005

Life or Something Like It
» Headphones

[10:35 PM]

I haven't use those things in forever. You hear SOO much more with them; you really do. It's so exciting to listen to songs that you've been listening to on speakers forever on headphones for a change. I've been shitting kittens for about 20 minutes now listening to For All That's Given, Wasted (Pilate! Didja guess?) on headphones. It absolutely enrages me that I don't have a front-loading headphone jack on my case. It's got the ROUGH-INS (for headphones, a mic, and it looks like maybe another set of USB ports) right beside my existing front USB ports, but when I ripped the faceplate off my case to investigate, they were rough-ins indeed, and not much else. =*( Woe is me.

I landed a crappy, five-day stint at a call centre taking inbound calls. What the heck: it's actually pretty sweet. I just have too much (school) work to fully appreciate a part-time job right now, except for the money part.

Time to get cracking! So much for those fucking resolutions. The only one I've been following is the "no crappy alcohol" one. And I haven't pulled any all-nighters yet either, but I've come pretty close.

Jamie Cullum - "Next Year, Baby"

Next year, things are gonna change
Gonna drink less beer, and start all over again
Gonna read more books, gonna keep up with the news
Gonna learn how to cook, spend less money on shoes
I’ll pay my bills on time, and file my mail away, everyday
Only drink the finest wine, and call my Gran every Sunday

Well resolutions, baby they come and go
Will I do any of these things? The answer's probably no
If there’s one thing I must do, despite my greatest fears
I’m gonna say to you, how I've felt all of these years
Next Year
Next Year

I’m gonna tell you how I feel
I'm gonna tell you how I feel

Resolutions, baby they come and go
Will I do any of these things? The answers probably no
If there’s one thing I must do, despite my greatest fears
I’m gonna say to you, I felt all of these years
Next Year
Next Year

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5 January 2005

Life or Something Like It
» Waste

[09:13 PM]

Once again, I get the distinct feeling that I'm squandering my life.

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3 January 2005

Webbyness
» It's true...

[09:09 PM]

indie prick
you are either a record nerd or not a scenester at
all. you are the coolest of the bunch. bravo,
dude.


what type of lame scenester are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

I found this quiz off of Sam's friends page on LJ. I felt so old when I was doing it because I didn't know any of the bands in the first question. I was saying (to my roomate) "I'm so lame, I don't know any of the things on this quiz!"

  • Edge 102 my ass. Who listens to that still?
  • I get a kick out of "tragic" shit lame asswipes call "poetry" and write in their LJs. It's like magnetic poetry "tragic edition" minus the magnets: "Razorblades. Glitter. Blood. Drip. Tear."
  • Guys with ovaries suck. Hint: maybe that's why your girlfriend left you.
  • Vintage boutiques are rarely vintage at all, especially when it's a Gap shirt with a Sex Pistols iron-on.
  • Down with the Avril Lavigne wannabes, especially those who are in denial about it "Oh my gawd, check out my new Dickies! Avril is such a poser! I hate conformists!" Go smoke a joint.

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    1 January 2005

    Life or Something Like It
    » "Now I'm drunk, Tolstoy's fashion."

    [06:01 PM]

    New Years at Jono's was splendid!


    Resolutions: Fitter, happier, more productive.

    1. swim every day
    2. no binge drinking
    3. no drinking crap alcohol
    4. no binge eating
    5. eat healthier
    6. no all nighters
    7. no caring feeling hurting; my soul is bullet proof

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